Eleanor Blair (lnr) wrote,
Eleanor Blair

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Feeling better

Spent the afternoon round at August's, since we needed to talk after last night. Wanted to reassure him that though I'd definitely felt a bit jealous I wasn't at all cross at the way either him or Jan had been behaving, and that I was glad they'd had a good time. I'm not very good at dealing with feeling jealous like that I don't think, but I know it's my problem not theirs, and to be honest it's something I can deal with. I hope Jan understands too. If Richard hadn't been having a bad evening, and I hadn't misunderstood some of what it was about, I think I would have just smirked lots at the pair of them.

Anyway, we talked and we didn't talk, and then we did some more of both, and drank coffee and listened to music and enjoyed the sunshine and the breeze. And I think we might understand one another a little better for it, which is always a good thing.
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