Various places talking about poly/mono relationships at the moment, and my head's still all up in the air about stuff. I don't know what I'm happy with or where I want to be. I do know how much Richard means to me though, and that I mean as much to him too. And I love Jan dearly in a way somewhere between that and friendship. Where things will end up in the long run I dunno, but I think I'm happy with stuff as it is at the moment, though the jealousy never goes away completely. Looking to the future with hope and a feeling of content though at the moment.
Odd entry, taken ages to write, trains of thought in the middle of sentences and so on.