Eleanor Blair (lnr) wrote,
Eleanor Blair

  • Mood:

How can I be so stupid?

I've hurt Richard, and now I'm miserable and I can't even tell if he's OK or not since we're both at work and it's all my fault. And I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself and hating myself for it.

Inviting people he can't bear to my party without even discussing it with him was obviously a horrible thing to do. And now I don't know what to do about it. Don't feel like celebrating anything any more. But I guess the show must go on.

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