May 28th, 2003



Home by midnight, almost straight to bed, should be good enough for a reasonable night's sleep. But no, kept awake coughing for much of the night and feeling grottier today than I was yesterday. Bugger. Was wanting to be back in work today as I was looking forward to fanf's talk. Hope it goes well anyway, no doubt Caroline will still be there.

Oh god

I just want to shout and scream at just about everyone. But I can't. So I alternate between reading and napping and housework and coughing and geeking. I don't feel like there's anything I can say without hurting someone. And I feel lonely.