Eleanor Blair (lnr) wrote,
Eleanor Blair

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On hold

I can hardly go on seeing someone while Richard feels so stressed about them, even if he's having trouble putting things into words it's clear it would make him even more unhappy. Don't know if it will ever be better enough to try again. Hurts.

Have read lots today, getting through Jane Eyre much faster than I had been earlier in the week. Trying not to let myself feeling even more affected by it than usual, but I do feel certain similarities. And I feel like running away is the right thing for me to do at the moment, love or no love. Some things are more important.

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